Sunday, February 21, 2010
BAD DAY
Being popular can be a bitch , yes, its true you know. The more popular you get, there are people who tend to dislike or hate you. but then again, you cant stop them.
I wanted to write something that probably sounded bitte and rather bitchy, but i find it utterly useless. because i feel that there is no way to please human beings that you came in contact with. Those who like you, good larh. Those who hated your guts or probably your lifestyle, you cant do anything much about it, now can you?
You can't change because "some" people dislike you. I think the need to change is vital, when things get too negative. let say, people mentioned that you are rude, so u can change and be less rude. People mentioned that you are always late, and never come on time, and it drives them nuts!
You have to realise that they are right, and make the effort to come early , for me , i know that i am not the perfect human being. I do have flaws and i admit it, but i can never stopped people from judging me.
I feel that at times when i'm work , i have this sudden mood swings that its inevitable.sometime, i can be so quiet, then i can rather be loud, the next minute, i will be having my dark clouds on top of my head. and i hated it when people ask me why i was moody or quiet.
i wished that i can change something about myself, while i'm at work its draining to have all these moods in just one day.
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