Friday, March 27, 2009
I always been told to take care of myself for many times.., recently i been sick for past few weeks and now i'm fully recover. YEah i miss my Jurong mates and i miss my MSCC member ard e same time.. Well i dunno maybe i too bonded wif them especially to my very close friend Qamarul, Arsyad, Syaiful, Hang SOng ( know as Band of Brothers) Sam and Gabriel.. and Also instructor Tiru, they all alknowledge me, inside in and out.
and to my 4 SIR comrade,
i juz got to noe dat my Twin brother David got his position well guess i cant write much abt camp becoz restrict to all NSF personnel. All i know... they all changed and getting stronger.
My reflection.. The only i can do are small insignificant , all i noe juz to run. I dont haf so much knowledge wat other ppl do, i cant save my best friend... i cant save my Family, my parents . I let my dad work so hard instead of myself.. Wat kind of son am i.
Everyone do haf problem, and me... i carrying all by myself by not sharing wif others... somehow i wish to release my emotional here, well is not wrong to be emo rite? well ..yap... I dun haf strength for all this. All wouldnt listen to me because i was too weak. They wouldnt acknowledge me because i was weaker than them, That why i haf to get stronger, no matter wat e cost.
Well for now all can do to gamble my Life, and i will put my life on e line. Well dat all for e day ... Good nite dude..
